After months of bottling up these feelings, finally I let it all out today. It felt so good releasing all those frustration and stress that I have been keeping it to myself.
It just comes to a point of time where my tolerance level is up at my head, people just keep screaming at the top of their voices, makes me felt dizzy and *poof*, I breakdown. What a drama mama I made myself into.
But anyways, I'm still here, standing strong. I will try my best to make things right.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Sutris
Total madness this coming week with the never-ending work. But at the end of the day, there's always someone whom I'm looking forward to meet. The guy who will never fail to be there for me in every situation that I'm in.
Heart you Sutris.
Heart you Sutris.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Mojojojo loves dolly.
Dolly loves mojojojo too!
A banana for mojojojo and a scoop of ice-cream with a dash of sprinkles on top for dolly, can make their world goes round. :)
Dolly loves mojojojo too!
A banana for mojojojo and a scoop of ice-cream with a dash of sprinkles on top for dolly, can make their world goes round. :)
Thursday, October 22, 2009
the beautiful moment i'm waiting for...
2 more weeks to our 1 year anniversary. I'm so looking forward to it.
And also our goal towards Syurga Cinta will be achieved, insya'allah. A few days back, we went to the mosque and sholat Maghrib together. I felt good doing it with him. Tak sabar nak dengar dia azan in the future, confirm boleh cair..hehe
I'm so in need of an ice-cream date and my babygirls!
And also our goal towards Syurga Cinta will be achieved, insya'allah. A few days back, we went to the mosque and sholat Maghrib together. I felt good doing it with him. Tak sabar nak dengar dia azan in the future, confirm boleh cair..hehe
I'm so in need of an ice-cream date and my babygirls!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
the loss of a loved ones
Atuk who seemed strong and always determined telah kembali ke rahmatullah yesterday at 10.30am. And what was worse when I was not able to see arwah atuk during his last breath. My only visit was last week when he was in the hospital.
Yes, I was selfish because I still had plans going jalan raya with my friends and halfway through the jalan raya, I planned to visit my atuk thinking that he was going to be fine like he always do. And that moment strucked me as I was about to step out of my house when abah called and said atuk was gone. What a big mistake I've made in my life.
Seeing my grandmother cried was so painful. How do you bear the pain of losing someone whom you loved so much after being with him/her for your whole life? No matter what, we had to let him go. Semoga tuhan mencucuri roh ke atas dirinya dan digolongkan di antara orang-orang yang beriman. Amin. And after so many years, finally I get to visit my arwah nenek's grave. Rindu sangat dekat dia. :(
Not forgetting family and friends who gave their heartfelt condolences. And also to my best friends and Sutris for coming down being there for me and my family. Thank you guys!
Yes, I was selfish because I still had plans going jalan raya with my friends and halfway through the jalan raya, I planned to visit my atuk thinking that he was going to be fine like he always do. And that moment strucked me as I was about to step out of my house when abah called and said atuk was gone. What a big mistake I've made in my life.
Seeing my grandmother cried was so painful. How do you bear the pain of losing someone whom you loved so much after being with him/her for your whole life? No matter what, we had to let him go. Semoga tuhan mencucuri roh ke atas dirinya dan digolongkan di antara orang-orang yang beriman. Amin. And after so many years, finally I get to visit my arwah nenek's grave. Rindu sangat dekat dia. :(
Not forgetting family and friends who gave their heartfelt condolences. And also to my best friends and Sutris for coming down being there for me and my family. Thank you guys!
Sunday, October 04, 2009
more dates please!
Atuk is in a critical condition right now. I hope everything will be fine, let's pray for his recovery.
The date that I've been longing for was worthwhile. It was well spent with Sutris on that Friday. I totally enjoyed that moment. I hope to have that again soon.
Need to do so many catching up with the friends. One person in particular, texted me yesterday. I was so happy lah. I thought he was angry with me or something. But yeah, I was glad that he asked about my work and stuffs like that because I missed him so badly!
My babygirls, whom I misses a lot too. They've been wanting to meet up with me but I kept cancelling it because of my work schedule. Sorry babes!
And to the gangs and budak-budak sewel, I will meet you guys during the jalan raya itself. Insya'allah I can make it, if everything goes well.
The date that I've been longing for was worthwhile. It was well spent with Sutris on that Friday. I totally enjoyed that moment. I hope to have that again soon.
Need to do so many catching up with the friends. One person in particular, texted me yesterday. I was so happy lah. I thought he was angry with me or something. But yeah, I was glad that he asked about my work and stuffs like that because I missed him so badly!
My babygirls, whom I misses a lot too. They've been wanting to meet up with me but I kept cancelling it because of my work schedule. Sorry babes!
And to the gangs and budak-budak sewel, I will meet you guys during the jalan raya itself. Insya'allah I can make it, if everything goes well.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Lebaran 2009
Hari Raya this year was somehow a little bit different than the previous years. Why? Because this is the year where I gave green packets to my nieces/nephews and cousins. Macam feeling-feeling kakak dah besar gitu. I know the amount is not much, but I hope next year I can give them a little bit more lah..hehe
And this year, I can't wait to go jalan raya with him. So excited can? ;)
And this year, I can't wait to go jalan raya with him. So excited can? ;)
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