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Flea, Fly, Flo!

2010-01-03T18:04:00.017+08:00

Fun Fun Fun! What an awesome day spent with the crazy friends and Sutris yesterday! So much laughter and jumping around till my legs were sore..haha

Let the pictures do the honour. ;)

Movies GAGA!

2010-01-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

Avatar and Sherlock Holmes are 2 good movies that I will seriously recommend you people to watch. It's brilliant!

I'm all alone

2009-12-25T18:10:00.016+08:00

And again, I'm being left out in every conversations, gatherings etc. Well, maybe in the first place I didn't care much about everything that is going on around me. Or perhaps people don't care about me anymore because I keep giving them excuses.

How sad can my life be?

I want to break free!

2009-12-21T11:08:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, I envy people who have a lot of happening stuffs going on in their lives. Aside all those clubbing and parties I'm talking about here.

I want to have the feeling of being carefree again like during school days where I have lots of funs doing projects and stuffs. Laughing at the silliest jokes that your friends made. Skipping classes when you don't like that particular module or lecturer. Going for long breaks and came back only when the class is about to end. Staying late at nights finishing up work and blast loud music in the lab. Damn I miss those days.

I think I'm growing too fast and I must slow down a little bit. The only times I feel I'm young again is when I'm with friends and my boyfriend. I hope 2010 will be a much better year than this year.

Will upload pictures soon

2009-12-13T21:34:00.013+08:00

I'm undergoing a major week of shits! I do hope everything is going back to normal just like the way it used to be. So folks, please try to understand.

2009-11-29T22:40:00.006+08:00

My cousin said, "Abang Sut badan hot" (in english, Sutris got a hot bod)..haha
And I think I got to agree with her. Meow!

2009-11-22T20:20:00.008+08:00

I'm just so hurt by what people say or do that makes me feel like I'm totally to be blame for. Do I actually owe this people a living?

Ya Allah, kau kuatkan lah semangat ku. Semoga orang-orang ini mendapat balasan yang setimpal dengannya.

Our 1 year anniversary

2009-11-08T14:49:00.023+08:00

The day that we've been anticipating for, finally came. From the walk to the bottle tree park to the home cooked food, to the cam whoring, walking by the river, donuts and hot chocolate, I totally enjoyed myself.

It might be a simple date, but the effort he made was priceless. I can never ask anything more from him then to just love me till our last breath. He made me the most perfect girl in his eyes despite all my ugly flaws.

Thank you for all the wonderful things that you have done all this while. I'm really blessed to have someone like you in my life. And if fate is not by our side, I will never regret knowing someone like you. Because by far, you're the best I've ever had.

Happy 1 year anniversary to us.

the beautiful moment i'm waiting for...

2009-10-22T22:29:00.016+08:00

2 more weeks to our 1 year anniversary. I'm so looking forward to it.

And also our goal towards Syurga Cinta will be achieved, insya'allah. A few days back, we went to the mosque and sholat Maghrib together. I felt good doing it with him. Tak sabar nak dengar dia azan in the future, confirm boleh cair..hehe

I'm so in need of an ice-cream date and my babygirls!

the drama mama incident

2009-11-05T23:03:00.013+08:00

After months of bottling up these feelings, finally I let it all out today. It felt so good releasing all those frustration and stress that I have been keeping it to myself.

It just comes to a point of time where my tolerance level is up at my head, people just keep screaming at the top of their voices, makes me felt dizzy and *poof*, I breakdown. What a drama mama I made myself into.

But anyways, I'm still here, standing strong. I will try my best to make things right.

Sutris

2009-11-01T16:00:00.006+08:00

Total madness this coming week with the never-ending work. But at the end of the day, there's always someone whom I'm looking forward to meet. The guy who will never fail to be there for me in every situation that I'm in.

Heart you Sutris.

2009-10-26T23:09:00.019+08:00

Mojojojo loves dolly.
Dolly loves mojojojo too!
A banana for mojojojo and a scoop of ice-cream with a dash of sprinkles on top for dolly, can make their world goes round. :)

the loss of a loved ones

2009-10-11T13:10:00.016+08:00

Atuk who seemed strong and always determined telah kembali ke rahmatullah yesterday at 10.30am. And what was worse when I was not able to see arwah atuk during his last breath. My only visit was last week when he was in the hospital.

Yes, I was selfish because I still had plans going jalan raya with my friends and halfway through the jalan raya, I planned to visit my atuk thinking that he was going to be fine like he always do. And that moment strucked me as I was about to step out of my house when abah called and said atuk was gone. What a big mistake I've made in my life.

Seeing my grandmother cried was so painful. How do you bear the pain of losing someone whom you loved so much after being with him/her for your whole life? No matter what, we had to let him go. Semoga tuhan mencucuri roh ke atas dirinya dan digolongkan di antara orang-orang yang beriman. Amin. And after so many years, finally I get to visit my arwah nenek's grave. Rindu sangat dekat dia. :(

Not forgetting family and friends who gave their heartfelt condolences. And also to my best friends and Sutris for coming down being there for me and my family. Thank you guys!

more dates please!

2009-10-04T17:50:00.014+08:00

Atuk is in a critical condition right now. I hope everything will be fine, let's pray for his recovery.

The date that I've been longing for was worthwhile. It was well spent with Sutris on that Friday. I totally enjoyed that moment. I hope to have that again soon.

Need to do so many catching up with the friends. One person in particular, texted me yesterday. I was so happy lah. I thought he was angry with me or something. But yeah, I was glad that he asked about my work and stuffs like that because I missed him so badly!

My babygirls, whom I misses a lot too. They've been wanting to meet up with me but I kept cancelling it because of my work schedule. Sorry babes!

And to the gangs and budak-budak sewel, I will meet you guys during the jalan raya itself. Insya'allah I can make it, if everything goes well.

Lebaran 2009

2009-09-27T12:06:00.011+08:00

Hari Raya this year was somehow a little bit different than the previous years. Why? Because this is the year where I gave green packets to my nieces/nephews and cousins. Macam feeling-feeling kakak dah besar gitu. I know the amount is not much, but I hope next year I can give them a little bit more lah..hehe

And this year, I can't wait to go jalan raya with him. So excited can? ;)

Iftar Session, Sheesha-ing & Tai Ti

2009-09-18T10:35:00.016+08:00

Yesterday night was awesome! Went out with Sutris and his friends and of course my dearest cousin was there as well..haha

Went down to Zam Zam right after work to meet them. I had a big piece of murtabak all thanks to him. But I managed to finish up most of the portion. ;)

After the meal, they actually wanted to go Bugis but somehow they changed their minds and instead they went sheesha-ing. I know they wanted to spend more time together as they're missing one another because they are busy with their fyp. So we hang out at this shop at haji lane and the 4 boy's just sheesha away while me and Suhaili just watched. And I saw for the first time how cheeky Sutris was as he claimed he was high. Sungguh cute gitu!

Then they introduced me to playing tai ti. I was really clueless with the cards even though I played poker game at my computer. So ironic kan?..haha. Well most of the time, Sutris helped me out. And he's always last in the game.

I wish the night wouldn't end so early. It was fun hanging out with them. They're such a nice bunch of people. Till we meet again!

Photog Exhibit and Iftar

2009-09-06T17:55:00.017+08:00

We went to Mel's exhibition yesterday at The Old School to take a look at her work. It was good and I'm so proud of her. Way to go Mel!

After the exhibition, we go all the way to Bugis with the intention to break fast together with The Gangs at Tong Seng. And guess what, we had to wait for an hour just to eat. It was so damn crowded lah. But yeah, we managed to get a place there in the end.

Then, met up with Hali and his band mates to go Geylang after the meal. Unfortunately, we were kinda late so they had to go off first. Sorry guys!

And when we were at Geylang, it was so jam packed! We were sweating like mad! But we had fun of course.

Today, I had a very bad, bad dream in the morning. And when I woke up, I was crying so hard. Sheesh! I know it's just a dream but it felt so real like I've been smacked real hard on the face. I can feel my fist punching his face and slapping that girl's face.

Ya Allah, semoga itu hanya lah mimpi buruk ku. Aku tak mampu kehilangannya.

2009-09-08T12:33:00.008+08:00

I've been very nice and patient but just don't go overboard. Sesungguhnya, aku sedang berpuasa ni.

Brain blocked

2009-09-15T11:45:00.007+08:00

I'm having a brain blocked and my creativity doesn't flow anymore. I need to have the usual coffee routine every morning made by my mama. It helps me to perk up and re-energise!

2009-09-01T19:23:00.005+08:00

Surprise Surprise! You've got a package from DHL!

The smile on the face when he received that really makes my day. Alahai, happynye daku. Glad you liked it.

Yummy Chewy & Yummy Hot Bods!

2009-08-31T12:44:00.009+08:00

Sutris is craving for Chewy Junior and so am I!

And just so you guys know, I loved to watch 'The Mentalist' and oogling my eyes out over Simon Baker. He's hot lah!

Hello Bello!

2009-08-30T15:52:00.008+08:00

Hello world! Here I am still alive and kicking ass. Such a tiring week I have to admit. Sorry friends for being MIA-ing this past few days. Meet up soon for iftar, please?

Speaking of which, I need to do labels soon for my stuffs, a catch up on my korean drama and hopefully one day I'll get to hop on my favourite bus, 980, again.

every little thing that you do...

2009-08-19T14:47:00.009+08:00

New environment at my workplace. Pretty alright, but I missed the atmosphere at Bencoolen. I missed all the foods there despite being there for like 4 years, since my NAFA days? I know, it brings a lot of fond memories to me.

Guess I just have to adapt to changes.

I know this is kind of random, but I came out with this quote, 'What make you perfect are those imperfections that you have.' Because, that is how you will remember all those silly little things that he/she did that makes you smile when you think about it. Just like he is to me. ;)

Here we come, PADANG!

2009-08-10T21:27:00.018+08:00

We've got free tickets from Sha to watch the National Day Parade at the Padang. Like last year, nothing much can be said about the crowd at the City area. It was so congested!

Despite all that, we still had fun. And it feels as if I wasn't watching the National Day Parade, instead it feels like I'm watching a gig. *laughs out loud*

And Sutris is getting more manje..hehe

2009-08-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

I've got tons of things to say in my mind, but I'm just too lazy to type it out here. Plus, I really don't know what is wrong with blogspot anymore!

*Yawns* Goodnight world! See you again tomorrow!